it's ridiculous how long it's been since i've updated. so much has changed in my life. hope you enjoy<3

The truth is, there is no line. There's only your life, how you mess it up, and who is there to save you. Or who isn't.

"Never take life seriously. If you never take it seriously, no one ever gets hurt. If no one ever gets hurt, you always have fun. And if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit your friends." -Almost Famous.

Growing up sucks, not all kisses are magical, and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it’s incredible. It’s those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between them, that make growing up worth it.

I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing; The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing. -All Time Low.

And it was crazy and fucked up and hurt like hell. But it was life, and it was real. ©foreveryoungquotes

This might be my last chance, so maybe I should take it. I just hope you’re listening to everything I’m saying. I miss the long drives, the car rides, the bad fights, the good times. The way you made me feel will never leave my mind.

"You gotta take what you can, when you can, while you can. And you gotta do it now." -Almost Famous

The taste of your lips says we shouldn't have met like this.

"Cause like you said, this is it. This is life. And I'm in love with you... I think that's the only thing I've ever really been sure of in my entire life. And I'm really messed up right now. And I got a whole lot of stuff I have to work out, but I don't want to waste any more of my life without you in it."

That night you took away a little more than just my breath. I swear to god that I was thinking about the summer.

"Life is about knowing your limits but pushing them anyway, never taking no for an answer, loving those who have no one to love them back, and just living, because you know there might not be a tomorrow." ©foreveryoungquotes.

Sunsets never were so bright, and the skies never so blue.

I still remember the first day that we met, and the first time i looked into those big brown eyes, I just wanted you to know, I'll never forget the butterflies.

It's the people who hug you & never want to let go, the people who you haven't seen for months, but nothing has changed at all, the people who give to you more than you give to them, the people that truly understand who you are, the people who you cry about, the people who you live for, the people in your photographs that have light genuinely shining through their eyes & their smile, the people that take your breath away.

wow guys, i am so sorry i havent updated in so long. like, i feel horrible. i just got back from spending 6 weeks in england and i've been so busy trying to get back caught up with my friends and school so here goes!

i was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car. he's got one hand on the steering wheel; the other on my heart. -taylor swift.

you can't hide from life. eventually, you have to live it. -one tree hill.

'cause a long night means a fist fight against your pillow and my pearly whites. i want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees.

Life is cheap, bitter sweet, but it seems good to me. I’m gonna risk it all to freed on
the fall, yeah it sure looks good to me.

and you said, 'this is the first day of my life. i'm glad i didn't die before i met you.'

I may be a teenager and rebel. I live life on bass and treble.
But I know that these years, they won't come again.

But you said this time it's different, I mean I really think you like me. -Bright Eyes.

never mind. forget it.
they're just memories inside of a spiral notebook.
you can say i changed and i can say fuck you.
you never knew me to begin with.

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
and I don't want to go home right now.

And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. -Goo Goo Dolls.

im so sorry i havent updated since october! this might be a less frequent thing nowadays, but ill try my best :D

And if we're lucky, we realize in the face of everything, in the face of life, the true dream is being able to dream at all.

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror. I guess that I was blind, now my reflection's getting clearer. Now that you're gone things will never be the same again.

And I swear that you don’t have to go. I thought we could wait for the fireworks; I thought we could wait for the snow to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt.

Do you know what it's like being alone?

"Me? i'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. What I did. Who I am. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you."-dirty dancing.

Life is all about change. Sometimes it's painful. Sometimes it's beautiful. But most of the time it's both.

I remember we were driving, driving in your car, the speed so fast I felt like I was drunk. City lights lay out before us and your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder. And I had a feeling that I belonged; and I had a feeling I could be someone.

You wore the same shirt that you wore last week, Should I shake your hand or kiss your cheek? Convince you it's not lust, it's chemistry.

If I strum chords, would you sing a song with me? If I leave town would you leave along with me?

Something's terribly wrong. Your words remind me why. You couldn't make this easy, hello sounds like goodbye.

I walk into a room, and if you're there, I can't help it, I just stare. You made such an impact, had such a way, even when you started to drift away.

I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you. I can't do anything except be in love with you. -the killers.

I won't say that we were a waste, and it will be hard to forget this place; But I know we'll never be the same. ©the_vintage_of_it_all

On the street with a cigarette on the first night we met. Look to the past and remember and smile, and maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile. I'm not in the scene, I think I'm falling asleep. But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you. -blink182

Not television love with it's glare & hollow sequined glint. Not sex & allure, All high shoes & high drama, Everything both too small & in too excess. But just love. Love like rain. Like the smell of a tangerine. Like a surprise found in your pocket. We're all a part of that.

The notes are old; They bend they fold. And so do I to a new love.

And I'm finally fully over you. Though hard enough as it is to say. But I won't ever forget the times we shared, for those were the best I've ever had. ©me.

I'm gonna miss your lips. And everything attached to them. -Elizabethtown.

So you failed. You wanna be really great? Then have the courage to fail big and stick around. Make them wonder why you're still smiling.

Fuck with my heart, I'll teach you what it's like to be so used that you'll have to clean that dirt stuck in your plastic fingernails. And just the scent of you is enough to make me sick. And all I know is you're so cute when you scream. -Senses Fail.

Easy, lucky, free.

Your hands on me, pressing hard against your jeans; Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out. You didn't care to know who else may have been you before.

You write such pretty words, but life's no storybook. Love's an excuse to get hurt, and to hurt. -Bright Eyes.

And I sat watching a flower as it was withering. I was embarrassed by it's honesty. So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face, not this fucking wreck that's taken its place .

So when your eyes meet mine, they won't see no lies, just love.

We are nowhere, and it's now;

A beautiful boy can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. He can make you feel high, full of the single greatest commodity known to man: promise; promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura can be found in the gaze of a beautiful boy: in his smile, and in his soul, and the way he makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's gonna be okay. -Taking Back Sunday.

But I love the way you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tongue, ss I slowly fall apart.

And just when I get so lonesome I can't speak. I see some flowers on the hillside, like a wall of new TVs. Yeah, they go wild. Yeah, they go wild. -Bright Eyes.

I just wanna break you down so badly. Well I just fall for everything you say. I just wanna break you down so badly. In the worst way.

Currently Listening Picaresque By The Decemberists 16 military wives. see related

update cus i'm sick &cant go out til tomorrow : [
sry though, cus these updates seem to be getting smaller &smaller.

It was only a kiss;
It was only a kiss.
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag.

Leaves are fallin' down on the beautiful ground
I heard a story from the man in red
He said "The leaves are fallin' down, such a beautiful sound"
Son, I think you'd better go ahead
But you always hold your head up high
'Cause it's a long, long, long way down. -The Killers.

It scares me to speak my mind.
It might sound self absorbed
I don't say half of what I think
I wonder what i'm thinking for.

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, 'n bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Romeo, I'd do the stars with you, anytime.
-The Killers.

You're my best friend; best friend with benefits.

See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out
It was a beautiful day. -U2.

I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls, these city walls
Only to be with you.
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for.

I fell in love at the seaside.

I remember how we used to sing,
Writing poems in your bed.
Finding time to be the passenger
But there you are you never saw me leave.

If this is what he wants,
and it's what she wants,
then why's there so much pain?